Tonight it's just me and you

Hello. Been aged since I've last blogged. Sorry, was having a life outside of Blogger. Anyways, yeah, still in the same love dilemma. Heading no where. The capacity of my head is filled with that person's pictures. Blood still rises and heart beat raises every time I see that person. You were in my fantasy, in my head you were just another illumination and in real life, it all seems suckish when you compare my head with the downright cruelty of reality. Moving on, that's pretty much it. Pretty obsessed with songs now. BYTHEWAY, WATCH THE HUNGER GAMES PEOPLE ! AWESOME SHIZ'. (Y)

Tonight I'm gonna come alive
Make you forget about your
Nine-to-five
Are you ready for your blood to rise ? <3

Sweet yet provocative.

Chapter 50 : When departures arrive..

I've been thinking for a very long time. It's not worth it. There's no point pretending to be happy and you just have to slip on this mask and go along with the feelings that you don't feel at all. I'll just go on my way. It has been adrenaline in my veins for the past 7 months but that 7 months felt like as if I was dating a ghost. I got no respond, I didn't hear those 3 promising words.I guess that goes to show that that person isn't the one for me.Whatever it is, I'll make it through, I know I will. I'll take baby steps as I go. I know life will be good when everything settles down, so I guess now it hasn't settled yet.