The revelation of the night and day.

Here again. Been a rough week. Well, the pressure of going through the exams are conquering the fibers of my brain. So many mixed emotions, I really don't know how to handle myself. One minute I'm happy, one minute I'm depressed and the next I'm yelling PHUCK to almost everyone. Stress. Been having a lot of nightmares recently for the past few months. All involving murders.My British alter ego is a bitch at times. I will be all normal and suddenly I'll be speaking with a British accent. It will go on for a couple of hours or so. Aiden,Aiden. Sigh.
Hope you succeed and maybe earn a few gold medals in your competition. You've earned it. But though this love is going on for moths. I can't take it anymore. My l#ve for you that is. And today, I found out that you're already in an open relationship. I had to find out through Facebook. This ain't any espionage or anything. Just came across it. I already knew that this day would come. It's only a matter of time I found out about this. Crueler mistress, a bargain must be made. It was esoteric for other people, your dumbass friends that is. Anyway, forget you, I'll be on a date with Ceremonials. That's right, Florence + The Machine. ( OCD with them )

What The Water Gave Me.

Shake It Out

Addicted To Love

No Light No Light


These are some of her awesome songs. It's just so beautiful. These songs can be interpreted into deeper meanings and stuff. Love it.

The Road Run Kills But You still Gotta keep Moving.

Still, I like you. I really don't know how to get over you, honestly. It was never easy. I was in the midst of forgetting you when I had the dumbass idea to add you on Facebook. Then as usual, I wrote on your wall and you replied and shiz'. It was our first conversation. And that left me in Square 1 again - Loving you. I know you're going through your God-knows-what competition, so good luck.

Been obsessed with The Veronicas lately. Awesome twins. I wanna have a twin, or better yet, be cloned. BYTHEWAY, KOL FROM TVD IS ADORABLE. DROP DEAD BEAUTIFUL.Okay, I shall turn off my humanity now. It ruins me.

Party? No retaliating here.

Hey Ya'll, been awhile, I know. Been cooped up in my room doing folios and projects + homework. Very stressed out. Have a strange craving for fried food though. Anyway, let's cut to the chase. I went out with Mary, Ritchie, Kuah Chii, Sam and Tynng Han. It was good. I was present but my mind wasn't. It flew to somewhere else. It flew to you. We had lunch @CaribbeanCafe then we went walking and walking.... and walking. Stopped by at every boutique. I don't really like boutiques to begin with but Mary does. You know what they say, if you can't beat em, join em. I thought it was SO INCREDIBLY CUTE when Ritchie helped Mary pick out clothes and stuff. Of course, Sam and Kuah just sat down. Tynng Han was planking. And me? As usual, day dream. It was kind of a STRESS RELIEVER. I was surprised, for girls like Kuah and Sam, they sure hated shopping. But it was certainly nice seeing her. So after that we went to this Taiwanese desert house for well, desserts. It's called SNOWFLAKE (Y). Ritchie gave Mary a treat. This was the part where I went " AWWWWWWW." But Ritchie and Sam needed to go to tuition so they left first. The epic moment when Mary called Ritchie to walk back as she left her wallet and stuff in his backpack. LOL. He did. Sweet of him to do so. We consumed Taiwan's delicacies and went to Guardian because Mary wanted to buy lipbalm. Mary has this phobia of crossing roads so she held my hand. Guardian was just opposite us,so as we needed to cross the roads, I held hers (I did not know why nor did I realize what was I doing). Tyngg Hann and Kuah went Awwwwwww and stuff. I apologized over my behavior and told Mary I'd keep her on a leash next time.( Mary, if you're reading this, Hello.)  Soon it was me,Kuah and Mary. We walked to F Block and other places. Bro came and fetched us home.

It's April & I'm the Fool.

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. I managed to prank Jesslyn. LMAO.

" We talked and we kinda hooked up. " I said.
She was like ; " WHAT. CHAT. NOW"
Then I wrote ; " APRIL'S FOOL. :p:p:p "

It was hilarious, but at the same time, was bitter, cause I know it'll never happen. I'll just let nature take it's own course. Been looking at you everyday. You still can't acknowledge my existence. I still remember during Pn Muthu's class, you came into the class and I was like " O.O ". Of course I smiled like a mad idiot. It was awesome.

Another thing is, my humanity. Trying to turn it off or at least reduce it. Feelings ruin everything. So, yeah. No doubt humanity is easy to be turned off, but somehow, it manages to creep back in. Sometimes I let it.