lost forever

" and we scream and scream and scream until the remnants of our crippled hearts turn into ashes but still, no one acknowledges. They hear us, but they don't listen.. It's tough and discombobulating when we're left out in the wilderness of our own solitude.. we follow tracks and paths to finding true happiness, not knowing that there could be someone to help you out as you go along the way. we all try to wander deep into that forest.. we're all lonesome vagabonds seeking foundation of truth and where it hides when actually, the truth lies within you.. people can take everything from you but they can never take away your truth. we're eager to accept what's nice and to look forward to seeing what we want to see when we know the reality of our souls.. the ugly side... the dark pigments in our spotless image. we spend years trying to making fallacies of what was already made and trying to accept what God has made. We find raw human emotions as we get tired of pretending. We feel a humongous wave breaking that solid wall made of emotionless bricks. And that's when we become raw humans.. To let our emotions marionette us throughout times of dawn and dusk. Before we know it, we find ourselves in the midst of being in the revelation of love. Some people love us for who we are - when in fact, we can't love ourselves. We take oaths just to let people.. love into our lives.. To drown ourselves in sensory pleasure.. To explore.. to love and to experience the vindication of our own rights to live.. Androids used to be humans too, until they stopped caring. To feel something.. to feel again after a long time, in another dimension, we feel as if our souls have been strapped to the Earth again.. And until then, I'm still in the midst of exploring and finding a another fragment of my heart from somewhere in this large,venturesome universe of apprehension and deluded consciences. "

Trapped In Mars

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Xs.