Chapter 49 : Saying hellos to goodbyes

" This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever take away from me. Throw your sticks and stones, throw your bombs and your blows, you're not gonna break my soul. "

" You can keep that diamond ring, it didn't mean nothing anyway, in fact, you can keep everything, except for me. "

" Suck it up. Fake Smile. Move On. "

" No point holding on to nothing."

" Me,myself and I is all I got. Now I'mma be my own best friend. "


" One smile can cover up hundreds of  scars, thousands of tears and one broken heart. "

" I do look at you. I look at you weirdly. Because I've never been able to look at someone like that and think " You are the person I wanna have a future with. "

Another day wasted without talking to you.

I'm back ya'll.. A lot has happened in the past 15 days. Was busy emo-ing,listening to hardcore depressed songs,watching Vampire Diaries and so on. Valentine's Day passed. People,it's a TUESDAY. Oh who am I kidding? All of us have this tiny micro-sized spot for Valentine's Day. Of course, I was being the strong warrior,being this strong independent ass buck I was really breaking down inside. You can have yourself surrounded by zillions of people whom you love but aside from all that,you're pretty darn lonely. I'm pretty darn lonely. I do push my friends away but it's more often these days because I just wanted a moment of my own. A moment where I can think and maybe turn over a new heart shaped leaf. It has been tough - emotionally. To have someone who's just 5 meters away and not talk to you for the whole damn day in many freaking months,it's torture. I am gonna say this, I do deserve love. I deserve love like anybody else. Sure,it's a waste of time,but if you actually compromise,you'll make that time worth wasting. And to you,I have been wasting 7 months missing you and dreaming of you. Could you at least talk to me for once? #$%& !..
I guess that's it, time to go babysit and live my pretty screwed up life. Ciao

#TakeMeToWonderland

Quote, " I don't need true love as long as you love me truly."

Quote' " They say I gotta have a plan, I said " If you don't burn you won't tan."
           " Fuck the haters give me some love."

Quote, " Coz we only got One Life One Life One Life,so live like we just got One Night One Night One Night."

Quote, " She can fuck you good, but I can fuck you betta." ( That wasn't really a quote but it was optimistic)