Another day wasted without talking to you.

I'm back ya'll.. A lot has happened in the past 15 days. Was busy emo-ing,listening to hardcore depressed songs,watching Vampire Diaries and so on. Valentine's Day passed. People,it's a TUESDAY. Oh who am I kidding? All of us have this tiny micro-sized spot for Valentine's Day. Of course, I was being the strong warrior,being this strong independent ass buck I was really breaking down inside. You can have yourself surrounded by zillions of people whom you love but aside from all that,you're pretty darn lonely. I'm pretty darn lonely. I do push my friends away but it's more often these days because I just wanted a moment of my own. A moment where I can think and maybe turn over a new heart shaped leaf. It has been tough - emotionally. To have someone who's just 5 meters away and not talk to you for the whole damn day in many freaking months,it's torture. I am gonna say this, I do deserve love. I deserve love like anybody else. Sure,it's a waste of time,but if you actually compromise,you'll make that time worth wasting. And to you,I have been wasting 7 months missing you and dreaming of you. Could you at least talk to me for once? #$%& !..
I guess that's it, time to go babysit and live my pretty screwed up life. Ciao