Ange au Demon

Looks like I haven't been blogging for weeks. Well the exams are finally over. Fingers crossed that I'll pass. Went through hell. Bipolar's getting worse, hamster died and a load of other fcuked up things happened DURING the exams. Managed to just smile and concentrate on the exams. Of course that came with a price. Bottling up my feelings/ not caring and acting as if nothing had happened. Somehow, you managed to turn my humanity on. Your smile, your presence ignites euphoric, theatrical flames in my heart. Saw a few pictures of you posted by one of your human friends. You looked ADORABLE. And I love your new haircut.  NOW RIP MY EYES OUT. Heaven please make it right, Demons pulling me into the cracks of dawn, drowning me into a void of darkness. Well two weeks of holidays are here. Just gonna focus on homework and stuff. Shall find solace in alcohol. It's a way of exorcising the demons out of me and then possessing new ones. Sort of. I've been hating and loving less, guess that's the price for staying in the darkness with you.
Moving on to the good news, almost done with Season 3 of TVD. Awesome ya'll. Gonna see my cousins. Haven't seen them since forever. Gonna get in touch with the hood, ya'll. I guess that's it. I'll keep ya'll posted.

Looking for heaven, for the devil in me. #56

Been dying to go shopping. It's been a while. I just have to. But no money. Sigh, gonna save and save and save and save. Plan to get a new wallet, some chains and maybe sunglasses. And yes, I'm a sucker for all things vintage. It's just classic with a slight urban twist to it. I saw this vintage-y store in Mid Valley. Damn it, so awesome. Shall plan to check that place out. HEHEHEHEHEHEHE. Yes, I'm those type of people who shops when they're depressed and stuff. Not many people know that about me. So,yeah. Just so stressed out these days. It took a toll on my face. I have like red spots everywhere. Time to upgrade my regime or should I just stick to it?  A bar of soap + sunscreen + zit remover. Heh, maybe not. Gonna go on a Facebook hiatus. Shall be updated through Twitter. The exams are coming. Full on focus, ya'll. And yes, I'm not letting love get in the way. It's so over-rated. No point. Gonna focus and flourish.