Ange au Demon

Looks like I haven't been blogging for weeks. Well the exams are finally over. Fingers crossed that I'll pass. Went through hell. Bipolar's getting worse, hamster died and a load of other fcuked up things happened DURING the exams. Managed to just smile and concentrate on the exams. Of course that came with a price. Bottling up my feelings/ not caring and acting as if nothing had happened. Somehow, you managed to turn my humanity on. Your smile, your presence ignites euphoric, theatrical flames in my heart. Saw a few pictures of you posted by one of your human friends. You looked ADORABLE. And I love your new haircut.  NOW RIP MY EYES OUT. Heaven please make it right, Demons pulling me into the cracks of dawn, drowning me into a void of darkness. Well two weeks of holidays are here. Just gonna focus on homework and stuff. Shall find solace in alcohol. It's a way of exorcising the demons out of me and then possessing new ones. Sort of. I've been hating and loving less, guess that's the price for staying in the darkness with you.
Moving on to the good news, almost done with Season 3 of TVD. Awesome ya'll. Gonna see my cousins. Haven't seen them since forever. Gonna get in touch with the hood, ya'll. I guess that's it. I'll keep ya'll posted.