incohérent

" Fuck you Hate You... Love You Need You "

Those are my feelings for now. Everything is so baffled up. My attention is wavering as the clouds in the sky pass by like sheep jumping over fences and people making headlines like a lime placed in thousands of lemons.

"Vous êtes froid comme l'enfer."

I isolate myself from the dangers of me. I'm trying to save myself from what I want. I'm trying to be reluctant to my inner demon's thoughts of prized possessions. I need to find my way back on land and in reality. I've wandered off too far. It was nice having a little walk but now somewhere in this place, I've got lost. Its frustrating because well, everything it seems to be is just..... it. There's no passion. No honesty. No spark. It's all dull.

" Leave me in the dark or stay with me "

Darkness is the place I've been in for the past recent months. I don't know, I just woke up and the lens in my eyes have all been blurred.  The things I look at now are either blurred or in black and white.  I fell for you but I didn't know I feel for your reflection... or your shadow. I see more of your shadow than your reflection.  I guess I was blinded by your silhouette instead of your true identity. I once praised God for new beginnings but now its a bitter end and I guess we both know why.

" envier "


No matter how much I've moved on, this tiny bit of my damned heart will always have you in it. It still hurts to see
you with him. I can't figure out why. I guess it was the way you made me feel? Did it feel good to make me feel less
than what I actually am ? Love is may be just another ho-hum word. But it needs two people to make it a wonderful
sculpture or a painting. Happiness defines love, it was never about physical appearance, it was always about
two people making each other happy till the end of their time.




LA FIN.