Darkness beaming

I'M BACK. Where have I been? Home. Sleeping. Chilling on my own. Breathing the air of sanity. Diving into the incandescence of life where I live the remnants of my freedom. Where have I been spiritually? Hell and heaven. I've decided to get over that certain someone. I mean... I think there's another person. Those two used to have a history together.... and they still do.. So I'm backing off... So that the one I've been loving deeply can finally be happy again as it has been tough for that someone. But if that infidel ever breaks that person's heart, I'll snap its head like a twig, and you know I will. I have also stopped caring... much. I still do care because I'm human, which is just not right.. I loved so much and each time I do, I get hurt... to the max. I may seem like an emotionless brick wall, but I do have feelings. I'm always... somehow.. the one who's always loving more. It tears me that no one will ever have mutual feelings as I do... for them. Anyway, I don't want to get in all that.. it's just.. not cool.

Well, the 19th is coming soon. It's kinda like the apocalypse of my own world. My PMR results will be out and I'm just nervous at the same time. I'm hoping for the best. Some of my friends are leaving. For instance, the phenomenal @viwern and @hazel. I don't really deal with my emotions and I basically just shove 'em in an imaginary box and just hide it in the back of my head. It's just.. I don't like change. I've always envisioned my whole entire groupie to be together till Form 5. It just sucks. But I won't really show my emotions. It's important to always have a tough exterior, because that way, you won't get taken advantage of. Can't believe I'm actually saying this but, I think I'm gonna miss them. Friends for life, biatches!

Been shopping lately. Purchasing some rad stuff that I think, in my opinion and taste, is me. I did buy more, by the way. Just didn't take any photos of it. Also got a black watch( Black is my obsession.), one ebony leopard print Tee and white airline printed Tee. Gonna get ready for school soon, which is in like two weeks. Time sure flies when you're doing nothing. Ciao.

Cotton On shoes in Electric Blue.

My soul needed this.

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